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[28 Sep 2009|12:07pm] |
i told arcadio's mom my plans for school next fall. she showed excitement that i'm moving forward but a little hesitation.
lately i've found love and lately i've been having really bad self-esteem issues.
my clothes don't fit anymore and i cant seem to shake off this excess and unwanted weight.
so i stay at home or with the boy.
i've run into some upset friends who haven't heard from me in months but really phones work both ways. although its been broken for some time, i've managed to call most people back. it's a terrible guessing game but its working.
you learn a lot about your friends when you cant text.
so i apologize for this.
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| its been awhile |
[01 Aug 2009|05:17pm] |
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lots of new things are in my life. and lots of old things are out of my life. but there are three new obsessions im loving this summer.
margaritas
reading
jacuuuzzzzi
i've always had this thing about reading all the book my brother has read. so for the past few reads i've borrowed some from his shelf. most of them are classics. but i've enjoyed both. now i need a new book.
this is a boring update. really my days are fun and summer has been hot and lovely. its been going something like this
liiiiiiisa, ami, bella. daily.
bbq's
jacuzzi time
sushi
breakup
twitter
ac lounge
endless smoothies
matthew mcconaughey
chile's
a boy named joe
epic late night conversations
solid magazine
parilments
good food, good reads, good booze and good kisses.
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[09 Dec 2008|11:54pm] |
its weeks like this where i dont know if i miss him or just having that constant someone around.
passive agressive guys are bitchy.
hurtful truths and epic fails suck
being scolded for running out of class to go puke sucks even more
but having dylan on repeat is lovely.
my cheeks are salty again.
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| myspace message from a band |
[13 Nov 2008|01:00am] |
Leila,
New Hussy's Super Pro album on i tunes worldwide to help you have a good hair day...
H
[my music knows me too well.]
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[10 Oct 2008|02:24pm] |
so i'm staying one more semester in sd.
i am 5 credits short of transferring. i nearly wanted to cry.
but this may be good. but most likely not.
i should be getting promoted at work soon. which will be lovely
danny and i are hanging out again. it's sort of weird yet still thrilling.
we're confusing everyone though. getting back together was never an option for him.
and im doing this new thing where i try not to complain about stuff.
and im also realizing i cant really count on anyone for simple shit or just company.
i'm getting back into music. i want to master piano
my phone is offically broken.
i think its karma. i was putting down sparkling water and i drop my phone in my water cup.
gnarly.
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| happy birthday kelly |
[19 Aug 2008|05:28pm] |
g-ma: youre never going to find a husband if you cant cook
me: thanks grandma
i really miss todd, im not afraid to admit that, but im keeping it all to myself.
i kinda fell in love with the booger, but im afraid to admit that.
with school as a distraction and upcoming goodnesses, it all should be far from my mind.
summer was good to me, and the rest of this year shall be too.
ps is it just me orr did swc get too crowded this semester??
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| imissyoualejandra |
[14 Jul 2008|02:47pm] |
i was going to go on a bike ride but now im too lazy.
i cleaned my entire room top to bottom and i feel like i cleaned out my life as well.
its a nice feeling.
summers been wonderful to me and so has my todd.
i think sometime im going to visit him at work. bring him some cupcakes or something.
i just wish he worked with other famous people i really like.
but the other day he worked next door to justin timberlake [!!!!] sadly he didnt see him.
and if you really want to have a good day, go see Wanted. you see james mcavoy shirtless.
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| true story |
[19 Jun 2008|12:59pm] |
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me: i hate coming here [eastlake]. i always run into everyone whos at a uc already working at a nice job..
todd: than lie and say youre married to a billionaire and youre already journaling
me: journaling?
todd: yes isnt that what you want to do?
me: journal? is that what you tell your friends about me "oh my girlfriend journals"
todd:.....
me: a journalist, todd not a diary keeper!
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[28 May 2008|12:29pm] |
the cops showed up at my best friends christmas party.
she's a badass.
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| the jonas brothers need haircuts |
[15 May 2008|07:29pm] |
he makes me want to achieve so much more.
i think i could love him.
i just wish i didnt feel so guilty for being this happy.
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[25 Apr 2008|08:44pm] |
im going to hootenanny with an amazing gorgous gentleman and my best friends.
and im done feeling guilty.
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[26 Mar 2008|12:36am] |
oh and ps. alejandra told me diego luna got married.
way to break my heart diego.
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[24 Mar 2008|09:29pm] |
me: so how was basketball?
gissep: good. some girl played with us and she was rough
me: what do you mean?
gissep: she kept bumping into me and pushing. but i didnt push back
me: maybe she was in love with you?
gissep: nahh she was black...
i dont think anything he pretty much says makes sense, but he's pretty much my new favorite friend.
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| boohoo |
[21 Feb 2008|10:32pm] |
my dad just emailed me a "dating my daughter" application to hand out to future fellows
if you kids wanna see a copy its pretty funny. three pages worth of laughs.
things are looking up. i plan on breaking hearts for now on. maybe. i havent fully decided just yet.
a friend is hanging around a lot. i dont mind and im not worried.
today during my break i made jorgey's prof. blush. jorgey's hoping that if i date this guy, he'll get an A. hopefully, this teach is a total stud.
i went to San Fran this past weekend. I'll post pictures maybe tomorrow.
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| its right that its raining today |
[14 Feb 2008|03:04pm] |
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stormy weather since my man and i aint together..
i need a good cry.
i've bottled up these past few weeks, played it strong.
i just dont have time to wallow.
maybe its right i shouldnt, he's moving on
and i suppose im doing the same.
"but it just doesnt feel right"
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[07 Feb 2008|03:59pm] |
last week i wore my a-bats shirt and felt like i was 12.
the other day i wore a black turtleneck and felt like a beatnik
lately i've just been feeling lousy.
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| cuz this isnt weird... |
[27 Jan 2008|10:09pm] |
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You will live in House.
You will drive a blueish truck.
You will marry danny and have 5 kids.
You will be a photographer in costa mesa. | | |
this game sucks. at life
www.playmash.com
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[15 Jan 2008|06:03pm] |
i pretty much had the best weekend ever.
having a best friend who is a dj and having his dj friends around make for great laughs and great dance parties.
jesse: ..yah you know the indigenous people..
me: they're called mexicans
jesse: yah them!
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[01 Jan 2008|09:36pm] |
i keep thinking our last kiss was just a peck goodbye
right before i put his heart into a blender
really, i only want him to be my last kiss.
Happy New Year everyone.
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